Boy trouble!?!?!?BOYS AND GIRLS ANDSWER PLZ!!!!!!!?

well i had a crush on this boy for a really long time then one of my friends opened her big mouth!!!So now he knows!!And she said when she told him he kinda smiled do not really know what that means?!?! And i never really talked to him before because i was nervous around him!!!and now that he know it is phisicaly im possible for me to talk to him!!!!!He looks at me alot!!! BUt i hope he nevers sees me looking at him while he is looking at me!!!And on of my other friends told me that one day when she was working at the consetion stand at a bball game he was there and he was staring at her and she goes "Can i help you" he goes"who likes me is it jenn(me)" This story has a good and bad thing to it....good-is he was thinking about me..... bad-could have been hoping that it was someone else!!! OH YA ONE OTHER THING IS HE IS AMAZINGLY HOTT AND A LOT OF GIRLS LIKE HIM HE IS THE BBALL STAR AND HE HAS ONLY HAD ONE GIRLFRIEND EVER AND SHE WAS A GREAT BBALL PLAYER AND REALLY CUTE AND I DO PLAY BBALL BUT I AM REALLY BAD AT IT!!!!AND THERE ARE ALOT OF CUTTER GIRLS THAN ME!!!AND I AM NOT THAT POPULAR BUT I AM FAR FROM A NERD AND ALOT OF GUYS LIKE ME BUT HE IS DIFFRENT THAN OTHERS GUYS!!!!!